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Post by chrissss on May 10, 2008 23:37:17 GMT 8
hello all well just came back from Sentosa... sorry nick my phone is still call u tmr... well i wanna say i havent been in the right state of mine ... well heart of God, i have been busy with projects and work and discerning my call to priesthood ... and also trying to be a good cell leader, which is hard because i dont really know what to do ... then i realised that i do know what to do ... but why can i do it, TIME... i have "no" time to serve my members, serve my friends and that sucks ass because i wanna know everyone of u guys and hang with u guys but its so damm hard with my schedule ... now coming to my exam weeks and all ... but i prayed abt it and it came to me that God wants me to know how it feels coz he knows i am weak in handling so many things at a time ... and he wants me to try my hardest ... I Never once prayed for the strength for this but as i pray tonight, tomorrow, everyday ... i know that i will over come it and i will be the proper servant of God... with a scared, confused, determined heart i wanna say to eXcess that god has given me strength to do alot of things in my life and he will never fail me ... as i continue to struggle i hope ur prayers will be with me... love u guys. god bless...
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Post by eddinelious on May 11, 2008 2:13:44 GMT 8
wow this is so not chris...i think someone hacked into his computer and did that.....hahahahahahahaha....
but if its really u, chrissy then WOW!
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Post by chrissss on May 11, 2008 11:16:18 GMT 8
up yours
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Post by ballistica on May 11, 2008 20:34:09 GMT 8
we will be there for you. You're just probably experiencing a transitional state... Keep looking to God and you will be fine. =)
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Post by Timothy on May 11, 2008 23:44:17 GMT 8
haha chris chiiiiillllllllllllll.. haha..
well yeah, maybe God wanna see whether u can handle stress and all? but make sure to balance out man. dun worry too much. FAITH my fren FAITH!
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Post by chrissss on May 12, 2008 0:12:11 GMT 8
hahaha thanks guys ... yeah FAITH is key... but well u know what i mean i times u seem to doubt urself... well God has sent me support, eXcess and my friends...
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Post by Timothy on May 12, 2008 15:19:34 GMT 8
haha see, u are nv alone in ur life, there will always be ppl ard to help and encourage and others who will discourage and put u down. its up to u to decide hu to listen to. take some herbal tea or something, haha.
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Post by andrew on May 16, 2008 1:20:10 GMT 8
Keep prayer man, don't get to caught up with 'serving'. you gotta sit and be still at the foot of Jesus and listen to His word.
find the balance bewteen a Martha and a Mary. don't do what you think is best but pray and listen for instructions =)
God bless you always.
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Post by Timothy on May 16, 2008 21:12:17 GMT 8
prayer is the strongest form of worship
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Post by chrissss on May 18, 2008 21:14:50 GMT 8
hahaha martha ... i am too lazy to be a martha lol ... well... just got back from the retreat... i had felt the comfort of Christ thru out the camp, i went into the camp wanting wanting for god to comfort me recharge me answer me and renew me... n yes he did it all... the camp is abt vocation and what got to me was he wants me to do what i am doing now, do my school, journey with eXcess grow with eXcess and when i am older more mature, i shall discern again abt which servanthood i should serve... i felt the comfort of our father during my personal time in the adoration room, well the sera community and divine mercy community were there 24 hrs for 3 days praying for us amongst themselves - god bless them for their support - , and i just felt him comfort me take away all my worries, troubles and by that and the prayer ... i was recharged and renew...
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Post by Timothy on May 19, 2008 1:28:50 GMT 8
wad camp are going for? heard from amanda some preist camp??
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Post by chrissss on May 19, 2008 12:42:08 GMT 8
vocation retreat...
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Post by eddinelious on May 19, 2008 15:00:39 GMT 8
man thats cool. i need a retreat of some sorts...really i want to run away from the world.ha...
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Post by Timothy on May 20, 2008 15:07:37 GMT 8
go pluto (: haha!!
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Post by chrissss on May 24, 2008 9:05:05 GMT 8
lol .... lets go in august they have a recollection ... a reflection period
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