Post by Timothy on Jan 28, 2008 20:56:10 GMT 8
Hello peeps, this is my testi for this forum, haha, the first one, okay, most of ur shud noe how i came into eXcess, but well if u guys dont here it is.
well i come from a pretty nutsty family background, parents always fighting, not close to siblings and all and yeah. i dint really believed in God at tat point of time and i only believed i live for myself in this world. The only thing i noe was not to sin and i would be able to go to heaven.
I would go for sunset masses as my parents forced me to and i really dreaded going for mass as it was boring. I really dint like my parents especially my dad. I will always pray for something when i needed it the most and when i dint receive it, i would scold God swearing at him.
I dint repent as i thought tat God was the one giving me this 'cursed life'. So i started going out with gangsters and all. So after one incident which landed me in hot soup, i dint turn to God, i jus sweared at him again. My lief was really going downwards.
Until the first time i met jo, i skipped cat class as it was boring me to death with all the praise and worship and stuff. She came to talk to me and i thought tat she was a crazy person and i was finding a way to escape from her as she was annoying me at that point of time.I tink it was about our 3rd meeting, She told me her personal experiences, remember it was her first time tat she came to talk to me, and the things she said was really personal, nothing anyone wouldsay on their first meeting.
Soon she told me to come for h2o every tues and i decided to check it out. Little did i noe tat it would become a fun thing for me. I thought tat it would be 'come down once and not turn up again' thing, but soon i got hooked onto it. And usually during praise and worship i will jus hide in one corner and think of this as torture, but i gave it a try, listening to God. I really felt the spirit flowing through me and tat was the first time tat i sang alound in praise and worship.
Soon i became a member of the group. I dint expect tat i was suppose to be in this group. Like wad jo and ed told u guys and me,
Jo: 'I jus had to bring this boy in, i dun care, he needs help.' As u all can see the determination jo has when she is really keen on doing something.
Ed: : 'just someone wearing specs and in the white dress thing standing near the pillar where the dustbin is placed'
I dunno whether this is just conincidence but now i do believe tat this is where i belong and where i want to be, people i can rely on and turn to when in need, and best of all now i noe tat there is a God tat watched over me! I really hope this can change some of u guys who are visiting this forum!
well i come from a pretty nutsty family background, parents always fighting, not close to siblings and all and yeah. i dint really believed in God at tat point of time and i only believed i live for myself in this world. The only thing i noe was not to sin and i would be able to go to heaven.
I would go for sunset masses as my parents forced me to and i really dreaded going for mass as it was boring. I really dint like my parents especially my dad. I will always pray for something when i needed it the most and when i dint receive it, i would scold God swearing at him.
I dint repent as i thought tat God was the one giving me this 'cursed life'. So i started going out with gangsters and all. So after one incident which landed me in hot soup, i dint turn to God, i jus sweared at him again. My lief was really going downwards.
Until the first time i met jo, i skipped cat class as it was boring me to death with all the praise and worship and stuff. She came to talk to me and i thought tat she was a crazy person and i was finding a way to escape from her as she was annoying me at that point of time.I tink it was about our 3rd meeting, She told me her personal experiences, remember it was her first time tat she came to talk to me, and the things she said was really personal, nothing anyone wouldsay on their first meeting.
Soon she told me to come for h2o every tues and i decided to check it out. Little did i noe tat it would become a fun thing for me. I thought tat it would be 'come down once and not turn up again' thing, but soon i got hooked onto it. And usually during praise and worship i will jus hide in one corner and think of this as torture, but i gave it a try, listening to God. I really felt the spirit flowing through me and tat was the first time tat i sang alound in praise and worship.
Soon i became a member of the group. I dint expect tat i was suppose to be in this group. Like wad jo and ed told u guys and me,
Jo: 'I jus had to bring this boy in, i dun care, he needs help.' As u all can see the determination jo has when she is really keen on doing something.
Ed: : 'just someone wearing specs and in the white dress thing standing near the pillar where the dustbin is placed'
I dunno whether this is just conincidence but now i do believe tat this is where i belong and where i want to be, people i can rely on and turn to when in need, and best of all now i noe tat there is a God tat watched over me! I really hope this can change some of u guys who are visiting this forum!